January 11, 2021

My Saddle Doesn't Fit *sobs*

It absolutely kills me to write these words, but I also definitely knew it was coming.

My saddle doesn't fit.

March 2020

I mean, nobody is surprised. The CWD was always "good enough" in terms of fit, but not perfect, and Homeskillet porked out like a cow on a feedlot while in training. Plus, as JenJ always says, no saddle is forever. Toward the end of training, CGP said she thought he was resisting lifting and sitting because of the saddle, which is exactly, verbatim, what and when the fitter that reflocked the CWD last spring said would happen with this saddle.

January 2021. It's subtle, but if you look at the angle of the knee roll, you can see the top of the knee roll is now tilted slightly back toward his tail, and if you look at the back panel, you can tell it's lifted up a bit. Both signs that it's now too narrow.

(Can I just get an "Praise Jesus!" that I didn't spend let's-not-talk-about-it money on the Patrick one year ago and instead bought the $2,000 CWD instead? The price difference between the CWD and the Patrick is more than what I ended up paying for 3.5 months of full training, so that money ended up where it needed to be spent for sure.)

Last week I reached out to Connor's former owner and blogland's favorite saddle fitter/body worker Tara to start the process of saddle fitting with her, because 1. I really trust her, and 2. Any of Frank Baines monoflap Dressage saddles can be made with a Velcro block, which other manufacturers have flat out told me "No" on. 

Come on, this is just genius. I'm going to order mine with as many blocks as they'll sell me so CGP can adjust my leg to her heart's content.

I didn't intend for Tara to take a look at the CWD, I know it needs to go, but in the process of taking conformation photos she thought she saw it sitting a little lower on the right and asked me to place one thin shim underneath it.

Before I rode with the shim, I wouldn't have thought anything was crooked, but damn did that make a difference. And if I thought that was noticeable, I rode him bareback on Sunday and was flat out amazed at what I felt.

After shimming, sitting suspiciously straight

Bareback, he was effortlessly consistent in the contact, he didn't throw his head up for transitions or reinbacks, and lifted his back almost from the beginning of the ride. I could also clearly feel for the first time that his back does have less muscle on the right. 

So now I'm stuck with a horse I desperately want to keep in solid work so I don't lose the muscle he built with CGP, but I'm also facing a long drawn out saddle buying process and a saddle that may be actively hurting him. Which sucks, but all I can do is get that ball rolling.

Poor beefy pony

 

As an aside, I had a fleeting thought that I'd give the Eq Saddle Science flapless saddle a second try, because that feeling of closeness and how easy it made to ride Connor literally haunts my dreams. But...the more I thought about it, the more I'm convinced that it was the length of the panels that caused the issue last time, given the point at which the pain was most acute was right at the back corner of the panel (as diagnosed by my vet before she'd even seen the saddle). And while it might fit better now that his back isn't as banana shaped, I cannot take the risk that he'll get back pain again and set us back at this point in his training. And ESS told me last year that they won't make a shorter pony panel for me. So...that's sad, but I'm moving on. Hopefully either my next horse fits my anatomy better, or my next horse has a slightly longer back!

12 comments:

  1. Ugh...saddles. I'm so envious of those who have an easy to solve puzzle there and are able to use the same saddle for years and years. Like you, I found a saddle that felt so perfect it haunts my dreams, but reality is it's not an option for either of my mares anymore and I need to try to forget about it (or buy a horse to fit that saddle?).

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    1. I feel you. And I also lol'd at your solution to just buy another horse, haha!

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    2. I literally look at horses nowadays and ask myself "do you at least look to have a SIMILAR back to the horse I own?"....

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  2. What a beefcake! And yeah, saddles r dumb. It sucks you can't buy one and have it fit forever. I hope you new saddle search is faster and easier than the last one!

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  3. :( I'm sorry you have to go through this process again

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  4. Oh man. Already?! I'm sorry.
    I've been casually browsing for something with a hoop tree for my wine barrel shaped pony. But, they all seem... kind of icky. Deep down I know she'll go better in a better fitting saddle. But I like my calfskin and narrow twists so much!
    I think Connor has more wither than she, but I'm going to follow along on your search just in case! So... keep us posted?

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    1. I will say, this is one benefit of never having owned really nice leather. I'm not spoiled. But I never struggled too much until Nay and he very quickly said, this HURTS and fitter (who thankfully works with OTTBs) said, his back will work with these saddles/models (plus some shimming). But, it was day and night and all grumpiness was gone. Of course, now I'm spoiled by the nicest saddle I've every owned so I'll just need a new horse to fit the saddle if it ever stops working for Nay...

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  5. Ugh. Saddle fitting. Why can't they just be so adjustable that we just wave a magic wand?

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  6. Finding my saddle for my pony was a bit of a nightmare. I finally managed to get a Custom Saddlery Revolution that fit his curvy back (but only after more than a dozen were tried on and even more pondered over online)

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  7. Ugh, I feel your pain. Roscoe is in-between tree sizes so I have to pad the bigger size. Wish I had the money to work with Tara. Good luck!

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  8. It's probably easier to just buy a horse that fits the current saddle. Ugh. Why does finding a saddle that fits two different bodies (one of which can't vocalize) have to be so difficult?

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  9. Ugh what a pain. My current saddle is also in the "good enough" category with the new horse so I'm trying to make it work, but I wish I could buy a unicorn perfect fitting saddle. That's not in the budget for a while... especially since this saddle is special- my husband saved up money to surprise me for our first Christmas when we were dating after I mentioned once that I wished I could have a better saddle that fit Hero well... so probably won't ever sell this one!

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